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I open my eyes
I try to see but
I'm blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
Im hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I cant explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that I've done
No I cant
How could this happen to me...




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Sohai

Sohai...

自己是不是一个sohai
我也不知道
但在别人的眼里
我好想做一个sohai哦
现在才发现要做一个full time的sohai是多么的难
自己觉得sohai的意思不简单
如果反过来读
是iahos
I Am Hard Of Stupid
是这样的意思吗？？
在不认识一个人前
都觉得他是sohai
但认识后就不一定是sohai
我承认我是以貌取人
而且以貌取人的第一观念
给男生就是sohai
给女生就是sahai
虽然不是每个人我都将认为
但我好想每个人都认为我是sohai

我也是sohai
但我要人家觉得我是sohai
那该多好啊

做一个full time sohai
比做一个full time聪明人还来得困难
就好象认真做一份考卷
要拿0分
比拿100分难
哎。。。

我不是在郫视人
我也不是在Lan C
我不是要变sohai
我只是要在人家眼里变成sohai
呵呵

不懂自己在说什么





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Light off

I,m sick and tired of being sick and tired
It,s you that I,m missing
It,s like my brain is wired upand there,s a glitch in my system
You,re like a drug and now my blood won,t stop itching
I,m in critical condition someone let me out of this prison
It,s like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I,m on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy
That,s why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights onI won,t take one step
I can,t see what,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can,t see at all
can,t see at all
can,t see at all
cause it,s like somebody just turned all the lights off
I don,t understand how one minute
I just had it allnow
I can,t reach you cos I,m tied up with this straight jacket on
I can,t breathe
I can,t see
Used to see my world in color girl
when you left me it,s like my world turned gray
turn my winter into summer girl
why won,t you help me turn night to day
I can,t eat, I can,t sleep, I can,t think at all
honestly it feels like I ain,t living no more
can,t say no more, can,t see no more



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梦。。。

梦。。。
是真的吗？？
在梦里所看见的
在现实生活中
真的会实现吗？？

梦。。。
真的是未来的先知？？
真的会在不久的将来发生？？



多希望是真的。。。



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凸 - 2

今天早上
十点的课
九点半起来
眼睛是多么的痛
开了电脑就跑去冲凉
冲了出来就玩了下电脑
看到电话的时间显示10.02才舍得关电脑
然后准备下楼去上课
阿
等了一个不耐烦的电梯
等超久的
真的是凸
然后就匆匆忙忙地走去学校
一进班
老师在白板上写东西
我坐了下来
气还没喘完
老师转过头来
说的第三句话
'CLASS DISMISS'
我听到了傻掉
阿
我来干吗??
睡觉更好噢
像昨天酱ponteng不就好咯
哎
林北来学校一下子
他就跟林北讲CLASS DISMISS
凸
来学校不到四分钟五十九秒就回了
这是我来这里读书
在学校最短的时间
哎


人就是酱奇怪
老师上课时
我们都要老师早放
而老师不放
我们就靠北靠布;
老师给你回家
class cancel 了
我们也靠北靠布
阿~~~~
老师...
幸苦你了...




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